Go with your gut

While I don't always do it, I firmly believe in going with your gut when it comes to making decisions. So WHY am I continuing to torture myself with this truly crappy job? Every ounce of my being is screaming that I have got to get the hell out of there. If ever there was a job that was the exact opposite of what I should be doing, it's this. It is anti-Heather. It's not me in any way. And I keep trying to cram myself into a position where I just do not fit. It's not fun or creative or challenging or even at all satisfying. I hate the image, I hate the product, I hate the politics, I - well - I just hate it.

Don't get me wrong. There have been some days that are passable. Even a few that were actually good. But they are so few and far between. So after this particularly soul-crushing day I've had, I'm going to quit blogging and just catch up on One Life To Live for the evening. Maybe read another chapter of Wedding Planning For Dummies.

Adios.